Rally Rally!!!

Ron

Our next SIG outing will be held tentatively on the 30th. Meet at about noon. Gwee has a paper in the morning and would prob meet us later? Muj has a paper the next day so wont be stayin over. It'll be fullstrength as best as we can so pls all try to make it thankews.. oh yes and if u havent figured its a stayover. Shall we ask our HONourary members seow and khoo? pls inform me of any problems and whether u guys can make it yeah? bring cash, dvds and anythin funky. Dress code as usual.. trademarks.. cya then!

Here we go again

Ron

Very bored indeed but ppl, whatever happened to our blog man.. so i thought lets bring it to life again.. start blogging peeps.. this is where 6 ordinary guys with very different lives are brought together by their common interest.. we havent met up in hell long and really, its about time to..

Crash Gan's place with his ever upgrading Mega Extreme Unbeatable home entertainment system, watch DVD 9s and buy cookie craps from MOBIL,

Listen to Kan's New Police Story 5: Adventures At The Carpark,

Try to figure out wth muj is talkin about when he goes into WoW mode.. yes jumping roxxorzz.. wadever..

Get spat on by Gwee.. nuff said..

Get hooked on to tay's drunk escapades..

Go OhMyShitThatsDamnNotFunny at my jokes.. yes i know u guys secretly enjoy them..

Every once in a while catch some brokeback action with seow and gwee..

And of course visit Andy/Michael at Lemongrass..

Alright peeps.. im looking forward to an awesome time at the coming stayover (yes its coming), so clear up some free time for ur bros yeah? whatever happened to the regular updating at random food places man? (chocolate fantasy, Blackened leg) we need to get back to the trend. So for the next outing, pls rmb ur rings of bondage(sorry i had to say it) otherwise someone's gonna surpass Kan's minus 10 million points.. The SIGn is out. Rally Rally Sigmarites!!!

To the SIG-mobil...

Nanananananana...

truth.

they say the truth sets us free. maybe it does, maybe it just makes things all the more complicated. but i dont really want to discuss what it does.

its funny how we dont tell the full truth just because we assume the other person wont understand. and how this misunderstanding usually snowballs and makes our lives interesting with dilemmas and really fucked up situations. we sink deeper into all the lies we weave to protect the truth and eventually lose sight of it before wondering what was all that effort for.

but to tell the truth is to be vulnerable to its repercussions, to the actions others will take because of it. and its not easy to lower your guard and stand there for the blow. the human being is first and foremost an animal as well. and instincts dictate that we must do all we can to ensure our survival.

the truth is brittle and fragile, twisted and never pure. and it will never be easy to tell. at least, not the truths that matter the most.

Out of stuff to say

Hmm... I've not been blogging here. It's hard, me having another blog and all. Ah anyway.

My days have been pretty stressful. This guy saw me prepping smth for funorama, and said "having FUN?" And I shot back, "yah. It's FunOrama after all." (i was being sarcastic)

There's gonna be a pile of really random things happening between now and FOR like cross country (one week and I've not trained! Oh well, Maybe if I pass out I'll get some sympathy) Bio Spa, Current affaris quiz, and darkroom lessons.

But if there's one thing I like about AC, it's the vibrancy. There's always so much going on. No slow draggy afternoons spent in absolute dread. There's always something to do, something happening. Whee. But it does get tiring sometimes.

Unrelated, but every morning they do ad's for fundraisers. Some are good, some are bad, and some are just plain obscene. My least favourite would have to be the russel peters one. Like, whatever. Nobody gets it. I think I'm becoming desensitised to slapstick.

I realise I sleep quite indiscriminately. Anytime I sit down in a mass assembly, I'm probably sleeping. Like in lectures or chapel or announcements or briefings.

i better get some sleep.

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hrmph. i'm coming back soon again lol

i just realised i hvnt blogged in a month and i figured since i got a nice chunk of free time i ought to get round getting my ass to it. not that bloggin is chore or anything, its just that i've been feeling really screwed up lately. like everything's been going downhill tho some things seem tobe lookin up. bah. sometimes i wonder what the fuck am i suppose to be doing on this plane of existence?

anyway, i'm basically dragging myself from hour to hour here. sometimes i find the extreme highs and lows of life back home so much more interesting to live. here, i am in a comfortable medium which flunctuates very little. i wonder if its realistic tho. is life suppose to be a stable period of living? or a journey with insane peaks and troughs(studying waves now lol) ?

sigh. maybe i should save this for philosophy later. got it in an hour or so. lol what do you guys plan to include in the sig handbook? i think its almost time for me to go. drop me an email sometime? i'll see you guys soon enough lol

Strange and Beautiful

Ron

Ok im gonna blog rather incoherrently today.. just gonna write wadever's in my mind..

Today's one of those days when nothing really special actually happens but u just appreciate the sweet simpleness of it.. Nothing significant, nothing out of the ordinary, yet so many little things that just make u wanna smile so much so that it becomes a good day.. its really the little things that matter in the end.

More than fine, more than just ok..

Its hard to draw closer to some friends while not looking like you're drifting away from others.. jealousy tends to get in the way and even my own conscience prevents my doing so.. which kinda sucks.. how do you say 'i need some time out' diplomatically?

This is your life, are you who you wanna be?

As much as you may really think your parents don't understand you, they do, to an extent.. these few days ive been talkin to mine more than normal.. and i think im really blessed to have them.. they're great people and definitely cooler than many out there.. went shoppin for my new year's stuff.. shit im gonna look good.. haha.. white hat, black shirt, pink/red/purple tie, white pants, black shoes.. it doesnt get better than that people.. heh.. My family rocks.

Welcome to the planet, welcome to existence..

She's the one, she's as close as it gets to my ideal, my dream, my splash of yellow. She's so near and yet so distant. I could talk all day to her, I could spend every moment with her and I could do so much more. But fate permits not, truly. There's always chemistry but never enough. Just one step away. Just one chance between; The finisher or the breaker i know not. My heart; Speak and lift your burden. My head; Voice and lose what u worked so hard to gain. Risks in every aspect of life. trust God. Im waitin for You to say somethin. Indeed im satisfied with what i have now. It could carry on and she'll never know.. I'll keep my joys to myself. The time we spend together would be so much to me and never more than all thats worth on the face to you. But im satisfied. Im happily confused, you beautiful letdown, you lack of colour, my bittersweet symphony, my Konstantine.

We are One tonight..

Chocolate

Ron

So yesterday i had 5 girls and a guy over at my place. coolstuff.. no we werent pimpin la.. just had to try makin fondue for monday's fundraising.. it was damn fun.. all the cookin rejects and cannot-make-its tryin to handle the kitchen.. lol.. shit, i think i have this innate talent in cookin.. i shall expand on it one day.. lol.. so yeah, we were fretting about the chocolate and it was a success!!! I think ystd rocked.. coz of all the fun we had and the company.. :) serenating with strange and beautiful, chocolate overdose, sick nutella shit, pictures galore, vying for control over windows media player and so much more.. haha.. maybe sji will be over at my place.. at the function room with bbq pit, pool table and well.. the pool.. heh.. cant wait.. i know, im really not doing yesterday's event justice by bloggin so lil abt it but im soooo tired..

today was ok.. spring cleaned my gramps' place after church.. damn disgustingly dusty la.. shit.. and im so shagged now.. so yeah.. gtg..

TRY 2SB5'S SINFULLY CHOCOLATEY FONDUE!!!!

Sick

Alright. No one seems to be posting lately so i shall get the ball rolling again. Been sick for the past few days. And i was so stupid 2 continue training even though i wasn't feeling well. That's how my flu and all got worse. Didn't go to school today. It's soooo damn boring staying at home with nothing much to do except sleep. Cheryl didn't bring her phone to school so i couldn't message her either. So that kinda sucked. No one to talk to, nothing to do... that's the worst situation anyone could ever be in. haha. ok. I think all this is just crappy. Hmm. Let's see. What can I talk about. Oh yes. Sig ppl will be glad to know I have decided to start on the sig handbook (for real this time). I won't fall asleep before even starting while eating ice cream and wake up the next day with mushy fluid ice cream. haha. So you guys got any suggestions on what our handbook should include just drop me a message or something

California, here we come!

Ron

Right.. so the last 2 days were spent watchin the OC.. so i guess thats why i havent blogged much.. wad can i say.. the OC ROX!!! haha.. seriously, i can understand why ppl are so mad over it.. from sleepin to wakin ive thought abt wad happens next the whole time.. lol.. all of u shld watch it man.. lol..

I think im gonna post a short one tonight.. ive had lots to think abt but it wldnt be too nice to write everythin out.. all i can say is well.. time and tide wait for no man but they do heal all wounds eventually.. lets all move on..

i love the character of Anna Stern from The OC..